unfaithful

I am wearing a jacket.

It is heavy, and it is a boy's. And it's keeping me very warm on this rainy, cold day, the only way that a boy's jacket can.

It smells faintly of cigarettes, dried wood, cologne, and a tint of dry sweat.

All the good boy smells.


This jacket I'm wearing, belongs to a boy who is not my boyfriend.

and the smells I'm smelling on this jacket, are making me outrageously horny.
Like, fantasize, arouse yourself, and masturbate kind of horny.


and I'm just wondering:

Does getting off on a different boy's smell constitute as cheating?